The theme of the day is “cross training’ but not working on another project, but more balancing writing with the other parts of life. The idea is that with all the extra writing I’m doing that all of my other tasks would have fallen behind, but thankfully I started this project while I’m currently not working, so I have about 8 hours a day of “extra time’ and I’m only using about 3 or 4 a day tops on writing. Some tasks have fallen behind, because I’ve added in other things in my downtime, like doctor’s appointments, working on my side job, listening to more podcasts, dieting and going to the gym more. Yesterday I did almost nothing productive other than doctor’s appointments, driving, and writing.
I was looking at houses and I have officially started the moving process today by getting a storage locker. This makes me a little happy and excited, but also super sad. I really don’t want to leave my home. Moving is going to be stressful and take a lot of work and time, which oddly enough something the book feels I need at this point.
The phrase “If you need something done, give it to a busy man” is used by the author. And I know from experience that super busy Kitty is a more productive Kitty. My last year of college (in Macon, GA) I was taking more than a full load of classes, working 20 hours a week at Barnes and Noble cafe, I lived in Monticello 45 minutes away from work and school, went to the gym 5 days a week and I was dating someone who lived on the Northside of Atlanta. I don’t know how I did it, but I got everything done. It was weird how much stuff I could fit into one day, granted I was sometimes up until 2 am, doing homework when I knew the alarm was going off at 6:30 a.m. I was sleep deprived and probably took too many stimulants, but I sure was productive.
I’ve tried to be that productive since then and it never works. And I think the reason is there are no actual consequences and/or no one else cares. In college, if I missed classes or didn’t study I would fail the class, wasting time and money if I had to retake something. So I worked my ass off because I didn’t want to retake anything. If I lost my coffee shop job we would have been in serious trouble for money, because we were just barely getting by. I probably should have given up the Atlanta boyfriend, but at the time that seemed important too. But almost nothing I do now is that import, take this project for example If I just stop working on writer’s boot camp right now nothing bad will happen. If I don’t read the books on my reading list nothing bad happens. I seldom have guests over so my house doesn’t need to be that clean. I’m stressing a little about not having a paying job right now, but I have money saved so I’m not super worried.
I literally could just feed my cats, clean litter boxes, take out the trash a few times a week, feed myself, take my meds and shower sometimes and nothing bad would happen. I only have about 1 hour of things I “need” to do in any given day. That will all change in about a month when I have to start moving seriously, knowing I have a deadline, and maybe at that time I’ll get more productive in everything?
I keep a Daily Task Tracker now with lots of tasks on it. I very seldom finish it any given day, but I normally do at least the first half. The process is that I get up in the morning and I just start doing these things in order and most days I do ok, but there isn’t any real urgency about it. I think the book wants me to sort of alternate between writing and the rest of life, with the theory that you are more creative when you are active. I can buy that, worth trying anyway.
I have an idea, an experiment if you will, on this cross-training. I think parts of the day when I’m supposed to be doing stuff I’ll work on my list for some amount of time and then write for the same amount of time and then made even add in breaks too. It is Saturday at 4 p.m and I don’t have anything I have to do until 6:30 p.m when I need to get ready for an event. So I’m going to try to create urgency.
I’ve been working on this so far for 40 minutes, but I think I’m going to work in 30-minutes chunks until 6:30; Writing, working on things off my list, break. (I’ll pause the writing timer of course)
In my 30 minutes of not writing work I filled up cat food at water bowls and then worked on the KonMari for dresses, This will take a while because I need to try most of them on and I started with 74 dresses. Also, I have wonderful taste in clothing and most of these dresses are beautiful, which makes getting rid of them hard.
For my 30 minutes of deserved break, I started a show “Altered Carbon” which everyone says is very good. So far I have no idea what is going on, I don’t think it’s a watch in half-hour increments sort of show.
I was supposed to then write for 30 minutes, but I got caught up in what I was doing and wrote for an hour.
Oh, well, I’ll try harder tomorrow to do this alternating between writing and other tasks.
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